RISING HOPE

I�m hanging in the air,     
looking
up the ceiling     
raindrops are falling
    
making me feel
     
bad
     

Wake up and see my life      
to recognise that
     
my memories rack my brain
     
making me feel
    
shame
     

Existing is worthless if you     
get all what you want
     
even or even not
     
making me feel
     
bored
     

I see my life     
begin to cry
     
don�t want to live
     
want to die
     

  

 

   There is no fear, on the
   way to the roof
   I must confess
   I have to prove
   The time stands still I have to
   follow the way I feel

   My life comes to an end, I don�t
   know if it�s real
   I cannot decide
   wrong or right
   Now it is time for the last
   flight

   I spread my arms
   and stretch my feet
   the air touches warm
   my life�s defeat
   This is the beginning
   of the further way

   I see myself     
   I start to cry
       
   I don�t want to live
     
   I want to die